In Bible study today on 1 Corinthians 14: 34-36 where St.Paul's mentions that "women should keep silence in the churches," I explained that it is a difficult scripture in many opinions as far as the translation. I would like to reiterate that we should not be discouraged when we cannot come to a complete conclusion about any text.
Today, I mentioned that there is special prayer on my website, the Prayer of St. Ephraim. In this poetic prayer, St. Ephraim explains that studying the Bible is like drinking from a fountain, what we actually take in is much less than that which we leave behind; and, he goes on to say, don't be discouraged if you don't get it all. Don't be discouraged by what falls to the ground, but rejoice in what you have received. I think that is a good attitude to have when we study the Bible, for it always gives us room to grow. I hope you take great comfort in knowing that although your thirst may be quenched at one moment, yet in the next moment you may go on to thirst for a spiritual drink again, you will never exhaust the fountain. Here is that prayer:
Prayer of St. Ephraim (4th Century AD)
Lord, who can grasp all the wealth of just one of your words? What we understand is much less than we leave behind; like thirsty people who drink from a fountain. For your word, Lord, has many shades of meaning just as those who study it have many different points of view. The Lord has colored his word with many hues so that each person who studies it can see in it what he loves. He has hidden many treasures in his word so that each of us is enriched as we meditate on it.
The word of God is a tree of life that from all its parts offers you fruit that is blessed. It is like that rock opened in the desert that from all its parts gave forth a spiritual drink. He who comes into contact with some share of its treasure should not think that the only thing contained in the word is what he himself has found. He should realize that he has only been able to find that one thing from among many others. Nor, because only that one part has become his, should he say that the word is void and empty and look down on it. But because he could not exhaust it, he should give thanks for its riches.
Be glad that you are overcome and do not be sad that it overcame you. The thirsty man rejoices when he drinks and he is not downcast because he cannot empty the fountain. Rather let the fountain quench your thirst than have your thirst quench the fountain. Because if your thirst is quenched and the fountain is not exhausted, you can drink from it again whenever you are thirsty. But if when your thirst is quenched and the fountain is also dried up, your victory will bode evil for you.
So be grateful for what you have received and dont grumble about the abundance left behind. What you have received and what you have reached is your share. What remains is your heritage. What at one time you were unable to receive because of your weakness, you will be able to receive at other times if you persevere. Do not have the presumption to try to take in one draft what cannot be taken in one draft and do not abandon out of laziness what can only be taken little by little.